when will singapore ever snow?

im starting to wonder if i can survive the 2 years.
its not so much of the physical requirements, but mentally.
dunno leh. its a kind of torture to me.

especially when the people that you have to work with for the remaining 2 years is totally f-up.

im trying my best not to lose my temper. but i'll probably just go bonkers if i keep doing that.

seriously.
how the restrictions cut you off from the world, force you out of your social life.

damn sian.

i need some form of motivation.

uni also haven accept me.

wah damn emo.

the weather
is turning me off
...

i saw fireflies yesterday.

believe it or not, it's the 1st time i see them in all my life.
it's a damn close up 1 somemore. only 30cm away from me.
though only for 1min b4 it flew away.

not bad. at least its not for nothing. haha

if you're gonna get angry just because someone sounded abit harsh and hang up on you,
and all you did was giving people attitude whenever you're not feeling happy, and expect people to forgive you without even a word of apology,
there won't be anymore people around you before you realise it.

till then, don't go around crying.
cherish your friends, loser.

don't think you're THAT popular.
you're not.

been exactly 6 months since i've enlisted.
time flies.

1.5yrs more to go

FOR GLORY ORD!

f
u
c
k
e
d

u
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serve with passion.
LOL

better luck next time.

if there's a next time that is.

a sad fact that such people actually existed.

my beret looks damn funny lah.
i wear already look like chef like that
...

i realise i got quite a number of bruises which i dont even know it existed.

can claim medical leave for those bruises or not ah? haha. :x

i may just get a good dressing down tmr.

caught by battalion sergeant major for sleeping today whilst all the instructors were away.
gg-fied.

1st in slogan competition:



"Know Safety No Pain, No Safety Know Pain."



...................

i'm trying hard not to get influenced by the people around me.
but it's not easy being yourself.

actually coming to think of it, should one day people realise who i really am, i'd be left all alone.

people who may appear to be the nicest are the most complicated creature.

http://wwws.warnerbros.co.jp/252/

can't wait to watch this. great show. haha

i'll soon be driven crazy in camp.
some people are just plain childish.

age of 20 mindset of 2.

im not saying im mature lah. but really wtf.
they should just get realistic and get out of their shielded warm-shell all those years.

there's no such thing as 1 + 1 = 2 in this world.


how am i going to get by the 2 years?
i need a time machine.

Negative Things

Selwyn

Listen baby, I wonder why sometimes we fall apart oh yeah
Together we were so wonderfull yeah baby
And every single day i pray, I really think it shouldnt never be this way
Im only trynna be a better man. so baby

Why then do you see all the negative things, in me?
Cos all i ever do is trying to be, all that i can be
Girl you know you're hurting me, all the things you say to me
As i lie at night im imagining things, how they used to be, girl you know you're hurting me
What am i to do with a broken heart?

All the time everybody say that you and me are over
But i know we're meant to be together for eternity
Was it untrue what we promised each other?
Baby my heart keeps telling me (it shouldnt be this way)
That it shouldnt be this way forever
Im only trynna be a better man

Why then do you see all the negative things, in me?
Cos all i ever do is tryin to be, all that i can be
Girl you know you're hurting me, all the things you pray to me
As i lie at night im imagining things, how they used to be, girl you know you're hurting me
What am i to do with a broken heart?

Girl remember when, we made our promices?
That we would be together through-out every single thing
Now im only trynna be a better man, but you've never noticed that
Girl i truly love, to be around you
And baby ill give you anything you want me to
Cos i know this might be hard for you,
And i know that we will be

Why then do you see all the negative things, in me?
Cos all i ever do is try to be, all that i can be
Girl you know you're hurting me, all the things you pray to me
As i lie at night im imagining things, how they used to be, girl you know you're hurting me
What am i to do with a broken heart?

so it was a lie all along. =/

i dun want to stay in. wth. =/


this can't be happening

something unexpected.
but the difference in the marks among is is like only 0.++%
and apparently my peers appraisal is not the best.
just got lucky i guess. haha

POP lo

ended the course with 2 uber big ulcers.

有一种好奇怪的感觉。

just finish running.
almost died.

that tk..
is not human.

lungs like made of metal like that.
really ah siao.

once a week run with him 2.4 9mins sure no prob. -_-