im FREE~
freedom at last. haha. just hope i dun fail my maths.. >.>
had the last paper today.. and.. for the 1st time.. i knew what i was doing -_-.. but that doesnt mean i will pass. haha.

went to watch follow the law. haha. really damn funny.. then after that went to buy stuffs for tmr's bbq with tk's class..

i also funny.. my own class's chalet i dun go.. then other ppl's class bbq i go. haha.. 叛徒 =x
then go meet my sis and cw at bugis cut hair AGAIN -.-
cut till v short.. haha. then not used to it. but its going to last me for 3mths.. coz the hair stylist going on a 3mth maternal leave soon. which also mean that no more haircut for me for the nxt 3 mths. =.=

sians.. anyone wanna go out? anywhere also can. haha



i dun wanna go home >_> help~ haha

endure for another 11hrs.. and im free~ haha
miss the feeling of freedom =o

gonna be pretty busy this week.
bbq on thurs., chalet on fri till sunday.
but after that will be rotting at home again.. haha. sad.. dunno if i should cry or laugh.. -_-
anyone wanna go out..?? >.>

anyway going off to study again.. 8.30 paper. haha.. hope everything turns out fine this time



not saying a thing doesnt mean i dun care.. but sometime it would be better if nth was said.

die die die die die die die..
all i can say is die..

gay maths.. go in stunned for 2hrs.
haiz.. hopefully can pass >_>

slept at3.. then intend to wake up at 4.30 1.. but ah.. my stupid hp's alarm so soft.. cant wake me up -_-
then in the end my dad 6.30 come wake me up =.= wake up.. see the time.. got stunned again.. haha

1 more paper at wednesday.. last paper~
must study for the nxt paper already.. MUST!
after today's paper got phoebia already.. wah that kind of feeling really damn scary lor.. u go in HOPING u know how to do the questions.. do liao HOPE u can pass. wth >.>

hopeless hopes.. boooooo



do what u deem right. dun let ppl's word affect ur mood/decision, its not worth it..
just follow ur heart..
"you can never have everyone to praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. never in the past, not at present, and never will in the future.. "

cheers =)

damn sian.. regardless of what.. as long as im concerned.. the blames sure get pushed to me.
nvm. whatever..

monday maths again.. haiz.
just now went to sch in the noon.. tried to study. nth seems to be able to go in.
passing might be a problem this time round..



running out of brain cells..

had the 1st paper today.. no confident.. haha.
hmm.. about 75% of what i've studied came out. good news? i wish.. >.> the moment i go in i forgotten everything. haiz -_-

the paper from 4.30-6.30. i managed to "finish" the paper at around 5.15.. then stucked at a few qn. sit there think.. think halfway day dream inside. lolx.
hope can pass. =x

after the paper went amk eat kfc. eat liao went to the library there to study for around 30mins.. then go play at the playground till 10+. haha.. childish but fun.

just reached home not long ago.. kinda tired. haha. need to worry for monday's paper.. argh stupid maths. sians..



i tried my best to forget you.. im sorry but i cant..
retributions

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finally i studied! =o its a miracle k? haha.

anyway, went to sch at 12+ then go sch eat till 2+. haha. after that went library straight.. chat + study till 4+.. then every1 sian liao. no more mood to study already.. so we all went back lor. haha
but ok lah.. at least i learnt something. haha

after that went cwp walk walk with tk and farid. follow them buy a few things then go back liao.

still no admin card.. haven go make yet.. lazy.. haha.
then have to go admin office get another letter of certification again. damn troublesome. haiz
boooo.. wallet ah wallet.. where'd u go.. come back to me plx -_-



say what you want,
think what you like,
for my conscience is clear.

as usual.. nv study today. tiring day. haha.

went to cw's hse in the noon. after that went to sports hall to play badminton with cw tk and koon jia..
then shortly after went to play soccer at blk 10 there.. just reached home not long ago.
shag.. haha. wonder where am i going to get the energy to study later >.>



who else can i blame other than myself?

thx to my superb cooking skills.. couldnt sleep well for 2 nights.. stupid stomache -_-
but was kinda fun.. haha. sat there and crapped with my cousins, then listen to all sorts of story etc.

intended to study yesterday.. must emphasize the word "intended".. haha.. then ended up sitting infront of the comp the whole day again..

sad lor.. never go out for this yr's cny..
wanted to go ktv on cny 1. but ah.. 8 person 200+.. so damn exp.. so we say go another ktv on monday lor.. STILL didnt go as some of them are not free..
sian half.. boring cny =/ except for the foods and ang baos.. haha.. omg how realistic can i be.. >.>

had chocolates and peanuts for yesterday's dinner -.-.. ate 1/3 of the rocher in my house. haha.
then went over to my grandma's hse at night and stole some of the new yr foods.. more rocher.. haha =x like 10yrs nv eat rocher like that.

once again.. intended to study today.. then 11+ got woke up by my sis.. and realised my cousin's bday today. so helped out abit..
help liao keep getting scolded by sis for doing the wrong things. haiz.. hao xin bei lei pi. haha

blah. going off to study now.. HOPEFULLY -_- friday 1st paper.. tough paper also. then haven really started on my revision yet.. >.> gay



think before you speak, scars left behind by words are scars that will remain there in the heart forever..

couldnt blog yesterday.. was busy for the whole day. haha..
at last.. did something productive.. -.-

was cleaning my room.. then realise alot of antiques hidden inside. pri sch books.. discman etc.. haha

after that around 7+ had steamboat for reunion dinner.. but then i around 9+ then eat. coz the table too small.. then can only accomodate around 8-10 ppl each round.. around 20+ ppl.. so have to wait for them to eat finish b4 we can eat. haha

then i think i ate something wrong yesterday.. anyhow mix... 酸甜苦辣 all got. haha
this morning wake up my stomach abit uneasy >.> couldnt sleep. sian

last but not least..
happy new year! haha



why do ppl point fingers at others only when something has happened..? hmm..

argh.. i seriously need to start my damn revision now.. got no motivation to study at all.. then + cant concetrate.. open bk, read 5mins stare into blank space for an hr.. -.- too many distractions.. haiz.

rotted at home for the whole of today again. did nothing.. like usual.. play games.. zz

wanted to go out.. lazy..
wanted to study.. lazy..

k my life is getting more and more boring each day.



and..
TOK ZI GUI! WAKE UP UR FKING IDEA!! zzz



how i wish it nv took place..

damn tired.. but dun feel like sleeping. haha. cant sleep anyways

intended to study today. but no1 going to sch.. stay at home also no mood study.. damn sians.. in the end play game throughout.

then yesterday had a beautiful dream.. which is fail all my modules.. touch wood. haha..
must be b4 i go sleep yesterday thinnk too much. but hor.. despite worrying that much.. i still no mood study.. salute myself =)

damn lot of things running through my mind now.. white hair soon.. still remember that time i told tk dun think too much.. bad for health. and im the 1 who's thinking too much now.. haha

8days to 1st paper.. counting down to my death date. haiz..

need to 自我催眠. but this time not love.. STUDIES! -_-

P.S: im not bragging in my previous post on how rich i am lor.. anyway im not rich at all.. and in no position to brag. so dun get me wrong plx >.>



plain tired

at last.. managed to make myself sleep yesterday -_-.. haven been able to sleep for the past few days.. got panda eye liao.. haha

then just now went bugis with tk and his biao mei.. kinda funny.. see they 2 bicker.. haha
and i realised im a cow =o must thank tk for that.. i nv knew that for the past 19yrs that i've lived. until today then i know..
that's what a good friend is for.. letting u know things which u will nv know.

after that intend to go sch study 1.. but in the end nv go.. coz of some reason.. haha.

9 more days to exam.. knowledge of modules = 0%
only got 1 word to describe my situation now.. die >.>



you can never have everyone to praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. never in the past, not at present, and never will in the future..

at last.. figured out how to upload the stupid pics.. i know i noob. dun laugh hor. haha

uhh.. went to sch today to study.. supposingly.. but the outcome turns out to be something else..? great creation by robin loh.. haha..

then went home @ 8+.. kinda tired.. go sch 8hrs.. eat 2hrs, play 4hrs, study 2hrs.. for 1 page.. which is alot? haha =x
after that go home eat dinner liao go down play soccer again.. -_- shag

and i just realise exams are coming in week.. and still dunno a thing yet..
just watch.. im gonna fail with flying colours. =.=



because of you.. hmm..
i dunno the answer.. 喜欢一个人须要理由吗？

damn tired.. slept at 5+ yesterday.. this morning got woke up by my sis at 10+..
went out at 11+ then just came back.. but bought quite alot of things.. haha

went hereens and far east to buy my clothes for new yr.. just today alone spent 200+ bucks..
$100+ on shoe, $60 on 2 shirts, $50+ on another pair of jeans, $15 on a pair of rip curl slippers.. haiz.. broke liao.. haha
then yesterday bought a pair of jeans and a polo-t @ $60+.. my mum only gave me $200 for new yr stuffs.. and i spent almost 300. still got some things haven buy.. sians..

after that went IMM.. then when on the way back, sit there wait for the stupid shuttle bus.. damn long.. sit till butt pain.. waited 20mins for a 5mins ride -_-

i realise that my posts are getting longer and longer each day.. like writing composition like that.. haha. even me myself also lazy to go and read at times.. =x anyways going off.. haha bb~



this is the 1st.. and it shall be the last..

"if you think you can, you can. if you think you can't, you're right"

dilemma.. tired.. >.>

still no news of my wallet yet.. sians.. the wallet dun get back nvm.. at least let me have my IC back mah.. -_- now wan to renew card also hard.. all need IC.. sadded. haha..

then yesterday went bugis buy new yr clothes with my sis and bro.. walk half day only bought a jeans and a polo-t. then still haven buy my shoe.. sians.. still got some things haven buy and cny coming in a week? damn lazy to go out.. haiz..

actually not a bad thing.. haha. got income.. =x shit i getting more and more realistic.. haha >.> maybe going pub this yr with my cousins. my uncle they all sure will gamble.. then must see who win $$ treat us go pub. haha. for the past 2 yr got KTV go till abit sian.. then my sis suggest we go pub this yr. hope lah.. if not then go ktv again.. haha. as usual go there listen to concert =o

but then 1 week right after cny is exams liao.. although only 3 major paper. but for a slacker for me 3 papers = 30 papers.. still remember during sec sch.. drop from 7sub till 5 sub for Os.. just nice for R4.. haha. wonder how those geniuses out there survive 10+ papers.. hmm ok maybe im just not as hardworking as they are. haha

then b4 we go bugis yesterday, we went to the foodcourt near chinatown point to eat crayfish hor fun.. quite nice.. haha. go all the way there just to eat the crayfish horfun. those who wan can go there try try.. haha. the place is quite run down.. but normally foods @ run down places are v nice.. so.. who cares? haha

yesterday my cls ppl went to clinic.. not the 1 where u visit doctors.. the pub @ dunno where.. haha.. had to go buy clothes so cannot go with them.. then in addition no $$ cant go.. sians.. and i realised majority of my savings ended up with my sis.. somehow somewhat i dunno -.- 2/3 of them with her. then she every now and then also threaten me with those $$.. what a kind sis i have.. =.=

later maybe going to play bball/soccer again. then after that go woodlands market eat prata.. hopefully.. rot at home damn boring.. no mood study also.. haha



what if im not the 1..? hmm..

went to sch at 11+ today.. then went to admin office to get letter of certification for the common test.. stupid admin card >.> replacement fee $6.30.. exp leh. can only be paid by nets or cash card somemore.. my POSB card also gone with the wallet.. how to pay -_- sians..

after that intended to go study 1.. ended up chhatting till 1.30.. 2pm paper.. then 30mins tk farid jason they all went to eat lunch.. -.- so much for studying.. haha.

today's paper.. hopefully can pass.. if can get B or C got free lunch liao.. HOR tk? i still waiting. seoul garden hor.. if not sakae also dun mind.. haha

after that went cwp follow tk buy present for his bro. v caring bro hor? haha. then saw 512mb MMC card 29bucks only.. wanted to buy.. but wallet gone.. all gone.. sad haha. then see 2gig zen neon2 mp4 $225. thinking of buying for my bro's 21st bday.. early march. after that he becoming botak liao. haha. 1 yr later my turn.. so better dun laugh too early=x

damn sian lo.. stupid wallet gone.. alot of restrictions.. haha.. alot of things cannot do.. sian..

going to sleep liao.. slept at 4+ yesterday just for today's paper.. 1st time study for so long.. haha. but go in also dunno how to do.. doesnt make a difference. then tonight maybe going to eat supper with cw.. becoming nocturnal soon.. haha.



i m p o s s i b l e s . . .

went to sch today to study for tmr's common test.. 12-4 nv really study much.. 90% of the time chatting.. haha.. haiz.. tmr 2pm paper.. die ah..

after that when on the way home with tk saw jessica.. suddenly sneak up from behind.. scare me.. tot who.. haha.. then went to buy things to eat as usual.. which is the last time i saw my wallet.. -.-..

intended to go chat at blk 120 1.. but then wallet gone.. had to go make police report.. made alot of calls lo.. called transit link.. but their operation time 8-6 only.. then had to do it tmr.. called the bank to terminate my card.. blah blah blah.. aiya damn troublesome lah.. haha

then had to call my parents ask them change the padlock.. coz my key got lost together with my IC.. haha.. its like giving that fella the key and ask him come my house

then got 1 kid say he saw an uncle picking it up.. wear specs 1.. after that tk saw 1 guy like searching a wallet like that.. so i went to ask him.. he say dun have. but i was thinking.. even if he really take it he will admit he take meh? which thief will admit that they stole something -_- kinda stupid.. haha but no harm trying. damn ps.. made tk walk around with me to search for the wallet, filling report and stuffs.. sorry ah.. haha

lucky i pauper.. no $$ inside.. the person who picked that wallet sure sad.. haha. but for now must worry about tmr's paper.. sians.. no confident.. haha.. sad..

gonna be pretty busy nxt week.. alot of re-newing to do.. sians.. which also mean another big hole in my pocket.. pay for all the renewal of cards =/ haha



should i..?

went to sch today for OOP lab test.. kinda scary at 1st.. haha. coz i didnt know a thing for that module.. but later when doing that test.. realised its not that hard after all. can set my mind at ease. the test ended at 3.. wan to go elsewhere but then no1 free.. then no choice.. go home do nth -.-

after that intended to go jog 1.. then in the end walked around woodlands with tk for 2hrs+.. crapped throughout =/

i suddenly realise wdl like damn big.. haha.. but actually is we keep going in circle.. nearly got lost. haha. damn stupid lor.. the buildings all look alike 1.. hmm.. ok lah.. maybe its coz im blind. haha

then after that went civic eat mac.. spilled my drink.. sian.. walk 2hrs+ v thirsty liao still spill drink. sian half.. haha

coming thursday got common test.. keep thinking of it.. haven really studied for it yet today still can go out.. somemore i dun study at night 1 lor.. not like those pandas.. *cough* haha.. jkjk no offense =x but if really no choice then MAYBE i will burn midnight oil.. >.> which is not the case normally.. coz im not that hardworking. haha

frankly speaking.. im nv this worried over a paper b4.. not even during the Os.. -.-.. haizz..



pondering.. if i've made the right decision..

haiz.. time flies.. so fast 1 sem almost over.. exams drawing near.. then 1 common test on coming thursday. haven studied for it yet.. no more lessons liao.. more or less revisions only. tmr early in the morning got revision. optional though.. after that maths revision AGAIN. see the word maths already sian half.. dun feel like going tmr.. abit lazy. haha.

need to curb my laziness -_-.. haha. laziness kills >.> but for now.. need motivation to study.. somehow somewhat =/ slowly going back to my old gaming life. haha.

A6 gonna get seperated soon.. sad.. haha. they going clinic on coming friday.. feel like going but i broke liao wor.. dun even dare to see my remaining balance left in bank. so dun think can go. haha. then new yr clothes also haven buy.. lazy to go see.. go alone also damn sian.. haha. haiz

my dad got discharged from hospital on friday. he's fine. thx to those who asked =) but then i realise he couldnt really sleep well at nite.. coz of his fractured wrist.. then need 2yrs like that then can remove the metal piece in his wrist.. then in addition he cant carry heavy things now. not even abit.. wonder how he gonna work.. >.> haiz

then suddenly remember i sec 1 also had the same incident. haha. during the june holiday somemore.. sad. casted at start of holiday.. had cast removed at the end.. ppl enjoy their holiday i enjoy getting casted -.-



guess it was just a wishful thinking part of me..

sians.. nv go out today. stare at the comp screen without rest from morning 9+ till now.. haven rest. -.- actually planned to play at rp again tonight 1.. but then eugene got smth on at night. then change to afternoon 4pm.. but 4pm so hot.. how to play.. so didnt go lor.

now my eyes going to pop out liao.. stare at comp non stop for more than 12hrs -_- lazy to type liao.. haha bb~



i never did.. and never will

wanted to blog yesterday.. but then my comp decided to die on me once again.. haiz.. old liao.. about time to retire soon. but ah.. i no $$ to afford a comp of my own.. sad. haha. if can afford = dun have to listen to "mp3" liao. haizz. then + the 7% GST = comp more exp.. =/

then yesterday my lesson starts at 2pm. but then dunno why go sch still damn sleepy. haha. after that got 4hrs break b4 my lab test start.. another 4hrs break.. lucky this time round my friend brought his laptop, then can play with his laptop. haha. if not going to play uno for 4hrs again.. -.-

luckily lab test not as hard as i think it would be. should be able to pass.. i hope. haha. stupid lor. 1st step i connect the wires wrongly already. -.-

later going to sch hand in report again.. sians.. stupid semester project. then after that maybe going to hospital visit my dad.. damn far.. SGH.. haiz.



if u think every1 in the world is turning their back on u, take a look around, u're turning ur back on them..