i could already sense the distance. i just refused to believe it until i hear it with my own ears.
been finding excuses to cover it, and keep myself going.

i know you've been trying to make things like how we are in the past.
i can understand how you feel, cause i've been trying to find topic to talk to you about as well.
and it worries me whenever that happen.

i admit i've hurted you, if i could undo those damage done, i'd do anything, just so that we can be like how we were in the past.

it hurts, to hear it from you only now, after all that lies i've been telling myself.

i really wanna go through it with you, but i wonder, what can i do?


you don't deserve someone like me. i'm sorry.