gonna be a pretty long post. haha

had half day off last fri.
reached home at around 11+ then slacked till 3+.

went cwp to meet a prudential consultant to do a "financial analysis".
had a 50mins talk with her, somehow managed to convince her in why i didnt wan to take up the saving plan.

but then i felt bad lah. frankly speaking, if i had more NS allowance i'd take up the plan.
afterall it's a 2 way thing. in the long run, i dun get to lose anything, it just helps me to save money with a higher interest rate, and she get to earn off the commisions also.

after havng a talk with her, i realise it's not an easy job for them.
they earn solely on commisions. no basic pay.
then she was saying something like, at least you still have parents to support you, i don't have.
for that moment i was speechless for quite awhile.

she looked quite young, 25-27 like that. and already supporting the whole family already, 1 younger bro and 1 younger sis who are still studying.

when she asked me for my friend's contact that she can find, i was quite reluctant to give lah. i would help her but its not v nice to give without their permission also. so i gave her tk's contact instead. beside its easier to explain things to tk.

it's really not easy for a girl to be thick-skinned to ask ppl for their friend's number so she can try their luck on them to earn some money.
in addition normal people's impression on those policy consultant aint v good.
they still gotta bear with ppl's attitude towards them and smile.

i guess it's not that hard to just say no politely and smile to them instead of shunning off and giving sacarstic remarks isnt it. =/
they're just trying to earn a living.


anyway, went bb to find jolyn. like finally, after so long of not seeing her.
though its only for a really short while. she's still as crazy & cute as ever. haha.

went all the way to raffles after that to pass jessica my old phone.
came home, rest, rot till yesterday, had bbq at night, and that's when fever decided to catch up with me.

was already not feeling well for the past few days, only until ytd then the fever came.
vomitted in the middle of the night. been a really long time since i've last vomitted. haha. =x

anyway, had 2 days mc with effect from monday. cant go out. bah. boring

and my bro clearing leave now. after his leave = ORD already. #$%^&*
1 year 7months more to go for me!
so near yet so far. booo.







a pact and an assurance, we can go miles.