friends?

till today.. i realise i've treated some friendship too seriously.

when you are really bored, and don't feel like going home.. no matter how you ask your friend, they just refused to go out.
any idea how it feels like?

i'm never with the idea of forcing people. cause i believe in respecting people's decision. but im always going against my own will and go out with my friends just because they're down or bored, even if it doesn't benefit me.
reason? stupidity

i don't see why am i doing it when people just don't care.

now i'll think twice about whether to share my troubles with them, for i don't even know if they are really listening to it, or even care.