umm.. woah?

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Gamer/Computer Nerd You enjoy the visual stimulants of a video game, chatting on AIM, or reading online comics. Most of these types of nerds are considered dirty who lack hygeine, of course they always end up being the ones who make a crapload of money. And don't worry, that's just a stereotype; I'm not calling you dirty. ^_~
Drama Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Anime Nerd
Musician
Social Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Literature Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

alot of things are simply not within my control..

all these while, i've been thinking, and realised alot of things which cannot be put into words..
i was hoping, but hopes are frail..

sometimes.. things really dun appear to what it seems to be.